Tuesday, January 06, 2009
hav a really bad day..
eyes became swollen and feel uneasy within.
thanks for the console twin =) i noe u trying to make me smile but is really tough when i am really sad. sorry tt i cant force a smile on my face. but i feel much better alr. =) so dun worry, i will continue to jiayou de.
anyway, i am glad tt i gt to see the dark side of working life tt early.. at least i gt to learn tt when working outside, one ought to protect herself.. no matter how trustworthy other ppl are.. cos most ppl are really 2 faced. now den i finally noe y my mama say studying is the best le.. cos at least students are not tt 2 faced as compared to those working de =(
anyway, will be reallly different tml.. gonna be more serious and cautious in wad i say. mus be like yueniang too. haha. hav strong will! and of cos speak louder. =) if they still tink tt i am the cause for the worst, i will respect their decision cos i will not mind anyway.. but i will still thank them for the experiences and teaching cos at least i noe wad's sales is all abt =) so 712, dun need to worry abt me =) jus do ur best if u are employed =)
though todae is really a terrible day for me, i still hav great frens wif me =) n thanks to zr for changing his shift jus to acc me to open hse on this coming fri. plus he is acc-ing me to a day camp too =) i was like damn happy. finally gt someone acc me le!! haha. THANKS ZR!! =) and also TWIN for being there for me! THANKS LOT! =)
and also dada.. thanks for the chatting. sorry to make u acc me when u hav tons of work to do. =( hope my suggestions for the proposal were useful =) n todae supposed to be a happy day but becos of me..... hmm. anyway u noe wad i mean. hope to see you next tues hee =) cos is an impt day! haha. is a bit lame lah.. but i still wan to spend it wif you. =) if u really cant den is ok.. =)
ok.. gotta slp. tired plus gastric pain.. =(
off with a smile ended @ 9:42 pm
