ytd was the day i played organ at church.. it was my 1st time and i was like super super nervous! really scared tt i will perform badly and going to embarrase my whole family cos all of them went for the mass jus to support me. reached church 1 hr before the mass to practise but the church was closed unexpectedly.. and waited for abt 15 mins before i lay my hands on the organ and started playing.. a gal from choir accompanied me in the playing so lucky she was there wif me.. sort of give me the encouragement which i needed most tt time.. haha. =)

anyway, made a few mistakes here and there but tink the congregation didn heard it.. and my parents were quite surprised tt i didn play too badly. haha. but i had high expectation of myself.. so i tink i didn really play well and out of 5 songs i played, i only satisfied wif 2 songs.. and i enjoyed playing those 2 songs so i am quite happy abt it. haha. =)

somehow, there was some bad stuff happened to choir ytd and it made me tink tt i am the jinx of the choir. =( cos whenever i perform with the choir, there ought to hav some bad things happen. but luckily, those stuff tt happen is nt tt bad after all.. cos they were settled quickly.

but i had fun ytd.. plus i got to eat and play!! haha. had mahjong session wif my cousins! and i won all of them! haha. and i brought 5 bucks home =) happy! extra hongbao money! haha =) and i tink tt this year new year was quite fruitful.. cos i sort of open up myself to my god-family and shared a lot of stuff wif them during reunion dinner.. unlike those previous year de reunion dinner where i will sit down quietly and eating those food tt was placed on my plate by my god parents..

plus todae.. i got to noe more abt CHNG FAMILY HISTORY! haha. i noe nth abt the family past for years cos my papa dun like to talk abt them.. cos it will sort of reminds him of the conflict he had wif his bro.. so i asked my 6th aunt and she told me almost everything.. and now den i noe tt i gt 2 CHOR CHOR!! cos my great grandfather married 2 wives. and they used to be buddhist.. but due to a fire which burnt down all those 'shen tai', so my real CHOR CHOR decide to convert into christain while the other CHOR CHOR went to a temple for lodging. and from them on she was called 'temple ah ma' by my aunties. =) plus my 2 CHOR CHOR are from China.. got to see their photos in one of my relative hse todae.. and they are in 'ma jia' clothing. hee =) like my maternal CHOR CHOR =)

i am glad tt i gt to noe all these.. haha.. at least i feel more closed to CHNG family now.. no longer the gal who noe nth abt the CHNG past. =)

anyway, had some very long ago photos.. hee..

horsey and her new shirt sewn and designed by me =)

cute hor? i took me quite some time to cut out the wording and sew the small flower =0

nerdy de zr.. can expect how he looks like in army le. haha

the place which i learnt some impt stuff. =) and not forgetting, the frens tt are wif me!

me and eunice =)

i love the guy in grey! haha =) u are missed =)