Monday, May 12, 2008
suddenly hav the feeling to blog...
haiz.. not in a very mood since ytd.. however, still force myself with a smile upon seeing councilors at school. n thanks to zhongri. hav fun joking with him over 'kodomo' haha. =)
den, as usual, went for lectures and tutorials.. n forever funny de ruoying never fails to make me laugh at her.. haha. n she actually makes me feel happier despite all the stress i hav frm those unfinished homework. =)
after which, went to support netball n they really did a good job this time round. they won by 4-5 balls.. cant really rmb.. but the players are really alert though they made a few mistakes during the match. N wad makes me feel proud of them is that they persevere and do their very best for the match.. Some of them even smile when they played and make me feel very impressed. =) wonder wad will be like if i were them.. haha.
After witnessing so many matches, i feel that determination is the best policy to success. hee =)
but my mood doesnt get better aft that.. haiz.. feel super sian.. stress.. disappointed.. everything jus didn turn out well.. n was also being ignored.. haiz.. feeling damn emo too..
though people who are close to me always ask me nt to be emo.. however, i jus cant stop being emo when bad stuff always happens.. dunno is i suay or wad.. jus that i am affected by a lot of bad stuff since the beginning of the year. though i told myself that it will be better to remain ignorant of the things happen ard me, it is really difficult. somehow, maybe it is destined for me to know cos there's bound to hav someone tell me these n that.. haiz..
sometimes, of no choice, i have to let go of my feeling by crying in order to feel better and it turns out malu.. =( wonder when my agony will end..
ok.. very emo post.. shall take a leave..
bye bye..
off with a smile ended @ 6:49 pm
