Monday, April 16, 2007
here to make my blog alive! hahax. cos i dead since 7th APRIL! haha. too busy liao. no time to post!
SMTH TT I WAN TO SHOUT OUT LOUD!! hahax.
I GT IN FOR THE INTERVIEW!!! woo~ super nervous when wei lin is announcing the names at the hall. n so fortunate tt all my class ppl who joining council de gt in! woo~ so from OWENS, there's me, natalie, qiao er, andrew, eugene n lin zhong! SO PLS VOTE FOR US!! yea..
shall say abt todae's speech.. grrr.. i shiver sia!!! aiyo.. super obvious. haiz. dunno y? but then i became calm near the end cos i saw siew huai assuring me n one of the teachers nodding at wad i am saying. then i suddenly gt tt confidence n stop shivering liao. hahax. also nt to forget my class ppl.. they cheered for me! hahax. n those who hav wish me luck before the speech. like ruoying, yong sheng, teo huei, yong chang and so on.. thanks 4 having faith in me n i appreciate you all! thanks a million!! =). so after e speech, then i overheard one of the teachers saying that she like our class de CANDIDATES. cos all nt bad. haha feel quite happy when i heard this. really hope that each n every one of us will get in! jiayou le!
jus ended the SLO Camp! omgoodness.. is fun! hahax. noe more j2 ppl liao. haha. n my cluster friends all super funny. love their jokes n the way they speak. hahax. damn funny. n they are all very nice ppl and they gave me gd advices. yea =) really looking forward to work wif them more cos during camp, didn really get very close wif them cos sometimes i find it hard to get into their conversation. so maybe need more time to talk n socialise ba. =).
hmm.. for the content of the SLO Camp. quite interesting. learn a lot of stuff abt being a gd leader. haha. quite useful ba =). jus tt i need to build up more of my confidence level in public speaking cos my speech proves so. i believe i can do it de!! hahax. psycho-ing myself. =).
since gd friday, i hardly slept enough for everynite! always so busy wif stuff. haiz. n the camp really tire me out le. n i find it difficult to stay awake during lessons. nearly slept halfway. n i tink i am quite nervous abt the speech todae tt i hardly pay attention during econs lecture n pw tutorial. tink i miss out a lot of impt pts ba.. haiz. hav to buck up liao.
haiz.. kena used todae too. i am stupid la. shld hav go off early. shldnt hav waited. grr.. is like it is nt the 1st time i am being used alr lorx.. n i hav been keeping it to myself all along. n nw it's really reach my limit le. haiz.. wasted my precious time todae. thought of going to visit my grandma de.. cos is a long time since i go to grandma hse for dinner. really miss those time eating tgt wif family. damn pissed la. i noe they r being devoted. but is like i jus feel extra sometimes. haiz. i doubt they understand cos their action always tell me so. n i start to hate e feeling of being pang seh. cos i tink i alr used to having fren by my side le, like xinni they all, didn pang seh me when i need them. miss all of you! n whenever ppl ps me, i feel super duper sad as i'm alone again. n i really dun like it as i had experienced it since birth liao and i grew tired of it le. really dun wish to experience it in sch again. haiz.
shall post photos next time. nw no mood liao. =( sorri if i offended some of you. but i jus wan to vent my anger. pls understand.
off with a smile ended @ 6:32 pm
