Friday, June 30, 2006
hmm.. is an unlucky week. Mrs Chin change my class sitting arrangement. I was ask to leave xinni and sit wif Bing Sheng. waa.. cant believe it. then mrs chin's purpose of doing this is to stop Being Sheng frm being too talkative. Bu gong ping!! Jus becos of this, she change my seat then make me until super lonely lorx.. all boys around me. only Cheryl beside me.. waa.. but she is in the other row. so is the same, no one to talk to lorx..
then on tuesday, i broke down at sch. at the staircase there. then mdm lye saw me crying. so a bit pai seh. dun intend to let teacher saw me crying de. but she suddenly came beside me.. haiz..
really hate loneliness! nt a nice feeling! somemore, those sitting around me kept saying things tt i dun like. It hurts. Even though is a past issue, it still hurt when someone talk abt it, especially those who r nt tt close to me.. it sounds bad, make me feel tt u r laughing abt my past lorx..
oh ya.. besides me, xinni and shihui are nt feeling gd too.. xinni thought of changing place becos the fengshui there is nt tt gd, too close to teacher and can fall asleep easily.. while, shihui get moody easily. then hor, someone in class still say her didnt paste things up on the board --" She did not purposely dun put it up de lorx, is no place to put ma.. haiz..
shall stop saying abt all these sad thing le.. mus say some gd things..
oh ya, huiyu suggested of making a t-shirt for the 5 of us!! then the design quite unique.. hahax.. mus kao shihui liao. the drawing mus be done by her le.. hahax.. but this will only start after o level. Then, now hav to save up money for the t-shirt liao. i tink shld be quite expensive or wad cos only 5 ppl purchasing, so shld be no offer ba.. hahax.. nt quite sure abt all these stuff.. but i simply looking forward to the process of t-shirt designing!! =)
Got Youth Day Celebration todae! 1st time leh.. teacher perform for us! i like the skit.. hahax. is nice n interesting. somemore, the teachers really act until very well!! super dramatic!! hahax
Gt a lot of guessing game, quite interesting but new. But, too much of these game are quite bored too.. hope to hav smth more unique and special in the ltr part of the year. hahax =)
After celebration, see mrs chin. Then, she allow us to sit back out usual place sia!! tt's mean i can sit wif xinni liao!! hahax.. very happy.. gt someone to talk to le!! Somemore, also gt someone to help me during lessons. Cos i was a bit blur blur during lesson, sometimes really didnt take note on small thingy like hw or wad to bng on the next day or wad. but hor, shihui will be left out if we sit back our usual place le.. haiz.. really dunno wad to do le.. then zw suggest to sit wif her? still nt sure.. aiyo.. headache liao..
Quite looking forward to tml!! i am going for a play!!! Besides it also concern abt my fate wif
himaiyo.. nervous liao.. hahax.. if dun hav fate, i will....hav no choice.......but choose to forget him le..hmm...gt a feeling tt i will nt see him tml.. hmm.. sad~ dun probe abt it le.. really need to let fate decide le =).
okie tt all.. need to slp liao!!
off with a smile ended @ 10:36 pm
