Saturday, May 13, 2006
I am Back! hahax..
These few days no mood to study... hahax.. all xinni's fault..
Actually cant blame her too, partly is due to my mum..
she bring me out for SHOPPING! hahax.. I LOVE IT..
SO, we went to BUGIS yesterdae... n we shop for the whole day until my legs very very suan...my heels hurts a lot, nearly cant walk, only can tiptoe..
Bought quite a lot of things, most of them is my mum's, godma's and grandma's presents..I am a bit jealous..cos my mum bought gd birdnest for grandma!! the shopowner give me a cup of birdnest to try n is marvelous! very purely sweet! I also wan! but then mum didnt bought birdnest but 'pao sheng' for me... the soup which is very very bitter n helps to 'ti sheng' de.. hahax.. is better than nth.. is time to appreciate le..
Then, this morning, very sleepy.. maybe becos of the windy weather.. make me wanna slp while studying chem.. I was doing chem tys, n fall asleep.. when i wake up, n make the qns tt i do before, all wrong --" so sad...
After a while, went to church and reach there quite early n wait for frens... saw philip! hahax.. then he is very friendly, always never fail to smile n wave to me.. hahax.. nice fren! When every1 arrive at church, we set off for Causeway point to evangelise! While waiting for bus, i was standing beside my fren, n i overheard them talking to my teacher. Then, dunno how, they somehow say abt my frens, Michelle n Maryanne, are weird. N my teacher give the reason tt my frens are all too quiet so tt y she find them weird. I was like --".. i tink my teacher would hav to say me being weird too but only tt i standing quite close to them so she didnt say.. it really brokes my heart to overhear such bad things abt my frens...
Very scared upon reaching Causeway cos hav to split up to evangelise ma.. then at 1st, my frens and I all gather together in a big group. N Joel suggest tt we should get out of the big group so we went to the 2nd floor. Walk for some time but still dun hav the courage to approach ppl. So nvm, we go to the 3rd floor. N we walked into Popular. Searching here n there for young ppl like us to talk to...n somehow, we saw quite a no of young ppl at the stationary area. Then stunned, very scared. So finally, saw 1 guy. N i take the initiative to talk to him.. he looks very sian while listening to wad Joel is talking n i feel very pai seh towards him.. But, his ans surprise me, he seems interested and reply politely even though he says he might nt be able to come to our church for funfair...
After 1 successful appraoch, we went to the 4th floor! Saw 3 young boys n girls. So Joel take initiative to talk to them, n in the end, only manage to get 1 boy's attention.. Then he reject us.. so sad.. but we can understand.. cos if we tink tt if we are in his shoes, we will always reject wad strangers talk to us de.. hahax.. Next, Joel suggests again, he wanna go to Cinema n check it out, on the way, saw 2 gals.. our target.. hahax.. then we blahh all the thingy to them n they r really interested but only tt, they dunno where our church is!! Arrhhh... we told them abt the location n they seems blur.. so sad.. if they can understand, it will be great! haiz.. but nvm.. at least todae got the courage to interact wif STRANGERS.. is the help of HOLY SPIRIT! YEA...
Got back to church, got pang seh by frens.. then very sad.. dun feel like talking anyone.. then teacher say need to write an essay abt todae's experience... waa.. immediately thought of jus copy this whole thingy i write todae n edit.. hahax..
Went AV n help.. cos only Jacinta and me available.. Victor n Maryanne are down wif flu.. haiz.. is terrible at AV. everything seems wrong n the mass hav to start late cos father T. hav to get todae's mass Ppt from the ppt group. They always make mistakes n give me a big shock. This time, the hymms are wrong.. it should be for next week, n no choice, father T. came up n help to get the ppt from the ppt lady.. After mass, father T. say wanna see Jacinta to talk to her abt smth.. haiz.. tink father T going to comment smth abt AV.. hope is smth gd..
Need to get an early slp cos tml need to go for chi mass again.. todae cant concentrate much at AV.. only manage to listen attentively to father's homily which is to
Believe (in God), Listen (to God's words) n Act (according to God's word).
If we fulfil these 3 thingy, we will be a branch which can bear fruits.. for God says tt 'I am the vine, you are the branches'
tt's all...i am tired..*yawn.. Nite
off with a smile ended @ 10:35 pm
